April 2011
4 posts
The F word: feelings
I feel out there constantly for a bunch of reasons. Her house redecorating and my little impact in this process are blocking me from adequate perception of professional information. Yes, I read but feel not so interested in. I am hungly (mostly it is psychological hunger) and there’s no food. Anxiety about postgraduating is constantly incrementing. Damn, I realise my cognitive capacity not...
Suddenly..
..I’ve realized that I have not so much time for preparation. I can’t feel any movement to self-improvement on English or other areas of knowledge. And only 5 month to postgraduate exams..
When I see people who can speak English fluently I realize how barbaric I am in front of requirements. Who haven’t a depression? An really do I have true knowledge on markering or it is fake?...
Insight
I’ve recognized that the most frequently used word in my vocabulary is ‘perception’ (and variations). It’s universal position to be protected from everything bad for me. Even in ultimate situation a solution can be found by this word and attitude.
